there are lights
lights all around
lights on the tables
lights in the house
lights in their eyes
lights in their smiles
lights in the sky
and also the darkness
the sky is black as well
i sit around and do nothing
i always do nothing
like right now
like yesterday
like tomorrow

i want to leave
the sky lies
it's so far away
that wanting it
is only a forced need
i can never know what it is
i go to it and it is just as far away
the blue sky is always blue
and always just as far away
as it was yesterday
till you go so far that it is black

stupid words
stupid, stupid words
always lying
always wanting
always forcing me
to be

go away
go away
go away
this is ridiculous